I am sure there are some local AA meetings around where you live. Early on I went to a meeting every day and slowly as I started working the 12 steps, the obsession went away and today I am a free man. I can be around liquor, yet I don't have any desire to consume. You can do it too, just a little bit of willingness is all what it takes. For some will power is very weak when it comes to alcohol, we need to overcome that insanity hence we need help beyond human.