Anne, Hi - you've got a great group here active in the posts and blogs; jump in and get comfortable. It's simple because here we are anonymous, where it is easier to tell others EXACTLY what the truth is, and get feedback. Nothing to hide from except if you decide to hide from yourself; (but don't make that mistake).
Share with us when you feel the time is right what has been happening, and what you hope to achieve - it actually helps quite a bit to force yourself to write it, and think about it, and comprehend it.....
Then start a blog on your page, and keep yourself grounded everyday, or every few days by having to post what you have accomplished, or how you will move forward. It has sooo made the difference for me :)
But as my new friends replied to you - the first step to find this site was the biggest - now let it work and help you.
Sorry, but I have to say this:
trust in yourself and believe in yourself and progress will find you :)
runner