WOW, have read several people talking about being on this Champix, well and others that aren't also, but I am and have to comment on the dreams........lol...someone said Spielberg watch out, I guess so, lol, I have never had dreams like I have lately, so real, vivid, colourful but at the same time, so out of this world stupid, that I can't help but wake up and laugh.
Some days are good here others 1/2 good but turn extremely ugly around supper time, today being 1 of those. I love playing softball and this usually turns my mood around, not today was so crusty I didn't even want to be there, I just wanted a smoke. I don't even know if these are cravings but more like obsession cause it doesn't go away. I can go hours and continuously thinking of smoking no matter what I am doing,(usually not around puter of course)....but I have not caved and given in. It seems I am one of the luckier ones, have not had any physical aches/pains of withdrawals, no real coughing or anything (knocking on wood right now), I have found my smeller is working extremely well and not sure how much I like these new smells.....like my daughters shoes OMG threw them into back room, awful, hahahahahaha, standing in line at grocery store, the lady behind me was a smoker and the smell was out of this world, not pleasant at all. This particular smell made me think, "did I really smell like that?", my hubby and daughter have felt confident enough to tell me, "yes you did, we just didn't say anything", so I must keep thinking of this.
I have found snacking is on the uprise also, so went on a shopping spree of fruits and veggies and Crystal light. The crystal light is going to be made into ice cubes and popsicles, that way can eat away and not feel guilty, it was also suggested to take my grapes and freeze them, this way I can nibble without getting carried away with the natural sugars etc.....and they are really yummy this way too.
Well enough rambling from me, I just felt the need to type and ramble and thanks for allowing me to do that, I just hope I found the right place to post this. Going on day 5 and haven't had a heavy chest feeling in 3 of them, wooooo hooooooo!!!!!!!
My Milage:My Quit Date: 8/4/2008
Smoke-Free Days: 3
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 60
Amount Saved: $3.00
Life Gained:Days: 0
Hrs: 8
Mins: 50
Seconds: 39
Try to keep a positive perspective, it will help you sooooo much. C'mon now, ready to kick some ash??? 
Let's get it done. 
