I believe I�ve accepted the fact that I�ve quit smoking for good. Forever. As most smokers can relate to, I thought I�d be a little sad or scared coming to that realization, but I�m not. It feels alright. Even though smoking has been a huge component in my life, I�m finally OK with letting it go.
Never in my wildest dreams did I think I�d see 100 days, but I�m just about there. And it feels almost peaceful. I realize my quit is still quite fragile, but won�t it always be? Since I�ll always be an addict, that fragility will never leave, but I feel I�ve got a good handle on it and I won�t let my guard down. I know I will be tested for the rest of my life, but right now I�m OK with that too. I can accept the fact that I will always miss smoking, but �..as of January 3rd, I quit smoking, I believe in myself, I'm a stronger person for it, and I�m proud of myself ��.
As an aside, hubby is still going strong too. I�m so proud of him. He loves the �brand new lungs� that he got in January!
Congratulations to everyone still beating the demon. Keep going strong!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]1/3/2008
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 97
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,940
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $737.20
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 10 [B]Hrs:[/B] 7 [B]Mins:[/B] 44 [B]Seconds:[/B] 41