ICL. I�m so glad you posted. To me, that shows enough commitment to your quit to continue the journey. Take your shoes off and hang out with us for a while.
I too went through the same thought process as you. I know what you�re thinking, �everybody�s been there, but they don�t really know what I�m feeling�, right? I can almost guarantee you that I know exactly what you�re thinking and feeling. I remember posting here a while back, talking about how I hated the �new me�. Trust me, I did hate myself. At that stage, I didn�t know if my quit was worth hanging on to. I wasn�t happy anymore (was always an upbeat person), I didn�t feel energetic anymore (used to walk 8 km a day), I couldn�t sleep anymore (sleeping was never a problem before),,,,it goes on and on. I remember people telling me to hang in there, it�ll get better. So I did�..and you know what? It did get better. I know I still have a long way to go to fully appreciate the �new me�, but I�m happier in my person now, and I�m sure you will be too. Hang in there.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]1/3/2008
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 81
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,620
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $615.60
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 8 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 19 [B]Seconds:[/B] 42
