must a person go thru hell week to get the freakin picture?! Why would a sane person put theirself thru this more than once?! How many times can a person quit and come back before yall give up on her?! I wouldn't blame you for ignoring my posts in the future, say until I had about 600 days on my quit meter! :mad: And what gives me the right to give advice to anyone!
Now, I'm going to try to remain positive. The first week, I made it 3 days, 2 nights. The second week, I made it 5 days 4 nights. Maybe, just maybe this is it!! I cannot give up! I have to keep going. I have to make it thru that "hell moment" when it comes this time. I have to put on my fireproof suit and just go thru it. I have to bury the junkie. (maybe I needed a shovel and not a hammer, she has a very hard head :confuse:)
So, with this confession, I begin again. Hoping that my dearest supporters who I feel I have let down, will be there for me to help me once again. I am burying my defeat into the past and looking forward. Because only in the future am I a non-smoker who has buried the hard headed, stupid, lazy, no quittin junkie!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]1/21/2008
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 0
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 0
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $0.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 0 [B]Mins:[/B] 54 [B]Seconds:[/B] 26
