I'm not nervous, I'm pissed. Flat out. At the world. Well, for the next ten minutes anyway, then it will pass. By the way I have decided that (after thinking about the last time I slipped) anger can stem from PMS (lady issues) OR PMS as in pre-meditated smoking. You know, when everyone around you knows that you are quitting but you are waiting for those 5 minutes you know you will have alone and can take just one puff, slather on the lotion, gargle, and spritz the parfume, and nobody is the wiser and you hate yourself for doing it. Just a thought I'd share. Before, I suffered from PreMeditated Smoking, and that sucked.
Yeah, I'm angry, in general. By the way, I'm on day 3 and guess what - I am STILL A NONSMOKER!!!!!!! I'm angry as hell, but a NONSMOKER!!!!!! and for whatever reason I have the need to yell it out right now. Perhaps to distract me from the fact that my husbands snoring makes me want to grab a baseball bat. I thought it was cute a week ago. I think this may be a side effect of marriage. See you tomorrow!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]8/13/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 2
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 40
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $8.42
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 5 [B]Mins:[/B] 14 [B]Seconds:[/B] 56
