Hmmm. I'm a bit confused. "Smoked, drank, used illegal things" is all past tense. If indeed all those things are in your past, then I have to say you are not screwed up. I'd have to say you're pretty ok and getting better.
On the other hand, if the past tense is not correct, I still have to say your pretty ok since nicotine addiction is the stongest of the bunch and you're whipping it. One down. Next? ;p
156 days quit is a huge accomplishment, Bear. Be proud of yourself. I sense it's reward time. Go for it. :)
ElderOne
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]5/23/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 92
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,840
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $436.08
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 16 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 5 [B]Seconds:[/B] 16