And the experience REALLY had my head in a spin. I've had cravings on and off throughout my journey, but never one where I HONESTLY entertained the idea of starting to smoke again.
This was the reasoning:
I am trying to take some weight off and up to now it hasn't been easy. Then the whisperings started, very faint at first, but they grew, and grew and GREW!!!!
"Maybe I should think about smoking for a few weeks just to get my diet underway, and then I could quit again." Sounded simple and believeable. Between Old Nick and myself, we'd built up quite a case for starting again.
I managed to shake myself out of it, with help from hubby. It left me frightened at how vulnerable I had been to REALLY think about doing this.
I had to post this guys, because THAT kind of thinking almost got me in trouble.
I'd love all the responses I can get right now.
Oh, and for the record....I WON'T smoke.
Thanks guys,
Jan :8o:
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/13/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 106
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 3,200
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $954
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 11 [B]Hrs:[/B] 23 [B]Mins:[/B] 53 [B]Seconds:[/B] 12