I want to smoke! I can't believe that's what I want, but I really, really do!
I am so p@@@@@ right now I don't know what to do with the emotions. I am tired of watching people get ahead fraudently, and no one says anything. And all of a sudden tobacco is free around this house ( I love with 2 smokers) Everyone keeps being given packs of delicious tailor mades, I could never afford those suckers....I smoked damn roll your owns.
And no one is here, except my 5 year old, and she sure doesn't get it! (Not that I would talk to her about this anyway) I am so mad I don't know what to do. I am expected to make two drives to town to drive everyone to work and school. Right! What about my life. So I said no. I made sure my family had rides where they were going, and said no, I stayed home today. Well, that caused a problem because know people know I am upset about something. But why the heck should I tell them why? You know what I will hear?
Oh, your just jealous. Can't make you happy. Well, get me into my own place and I will be happy! (Damn to the lack of apartments around here)
Well, I pay my rent, follow the rules, support myself and my family. And, your damn right, it really, REALLY, bugs me to see people who don't deserve it, who don't work for anything, get everything. I am so damn sick of it. At least if I smoke my tobacco, I won't get in S*&^ for not giving it to HIM!
ArgHHHHHHHHH!
Someone please help me, I really wanna smoke!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/15/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 40
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,007
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $330
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 20 [B]Mins:[/B] 52 [B]Seconds:[/B] 0
