I am sure we have all been at a point in our quits where we have been thinking of giving it up. Earlier today I had a memory of a tough time in my quit and the support that I received. I went back to find this one post in particular and found that I still use that advise today when I am facing difficult struggles in my life.
On day 56 of my quit, I posted... [quote]
I'm getting so tired of this uphill battle. I know there is no "when" calendar for this quitting process but I am beginning to wonder IF it will ever end. It sucks so bad. I want to smoke.
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[color=Maroon]This was Ladybugg's reply to me:[/color]
[B]Once, there was a lady messing around, taking unnecessary risks. Generally doing stupid stuff.
She ended up breaking some bones.
Two weeks in the hospital in traction (the first one was hell, second one wasn't quite as bad...but still heck).
Then came two months in a wheelchair, going to therapy learning how to walk again. Those months were very long. It's hard to be patient when you can't do all the things you're used to doing...but your body needs the time to heal. (It's times like these you realize how much you need your friends to get through those tough times...as you can hardly go to the bathroom without help!)
Now she can walk with crutches...and an occasional friend to lean on. Most of the time she's doing good, then all the sudden the pain is almost unbearable again. But she stays tough, breathes through the pain, sips some ice water....and sees it through.
She's really tired of fighting it. There's still that occasional (sometime excruciating) pain. So she reaches out for comfort, or beats the crap out of her pillow. She knows that eventually she'll be able to walk on her own again. But no matter what, she knows that she will never, ever take those unecessary risks again. To do that would be to start at hell week all over again.[/b]
It takes time to learn how to live a new life. Make sure you go through recovery before you decide to give up. You too will walk again.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 7/1/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 494
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 9,891
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1729
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 43 [B]Hrs:[/B] 14 [B]Mins:[/B] 3 [B]Seconds:[/B]