Hey guys...remember me? I'm the eye-pokin', face bitin' non-smokin' hopeful that was here a few months back. I reached for that cigarette a month into my quit and inhaled deeply. I coughed and felt stoned (can't say I didn't enjoy it).
I recently put 4 friends/relatives into the ground...not a good few months around here for staying alive. I smoked myself silly, thinking it would ease me through. Ha. I also let the cyanide cloud me as I sat down to sign mortgage papers. Needless to say, I used the bullsh*t excuse that I needed a smoke to help me through my trials. Makes as much sense to say that I need a bullet in my left eye to see more clearly through my right one.
Anyway, enough of the blah...I'm back and ready to get going again. All the while I was away, I thought about many of you. I was online 5+ times a day basking in your wonderful words of encouragement. So dollfaces...here we go again!!
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[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 4/6/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 0
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 0
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $0
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 0 [B]Mins:[/B] 0 [B]Seconds:[/B] 0
