Hi Guys,
What would I do without you lot? Your all so brilliant!! I know most of you state I aint failed, but I have in a certain way. I was over 3 weeks before I went to Turkey, then thats where I was weak and the demon got me.
Anyway, not this time eh? Gonna take loads you your advice and this time Im gonna be stronger. I am gonna take my pills at the same time daily and not after 3pm although I am sleeping ok for the time being, but I know I was up at all hours last time.
I have decided to go back to my old job part time as the bar runs itself on weekdays. I am a lorry driver(trucker) by trade and my old boss comes in for a drink now and again and we had a chat. Maybe if I get more active it may help my situation and to see my old work mates will be another good thing.
I have come off the atkins diet too. It was too much for me. Even tho` Ive put on a few pounds, I will need to put 100 pounds for it to affect my health like nicotine. Finally, I have purchased Alan Carrs book which should arrive today. I`m gonna take it on my trips in my Truck and keep it at hand constantly.
Ok, I will stop rambling on. Got things to do and people to see. You know how it is? I wanna take this last line to thanks all of you for you unlimited support in my case and I hope I can give it back to you and others ten-fold in the coming weeks/months.I am determined to beat this-its a promise!!
Failure Is Not Falling Down - It's Failing to Get Up Again
Jacko(UK)
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[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 8/8/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] -5
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 0
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �0
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