So sorry to hear about your loss, ShawnX. Years ago I lost a close friend that I'd let slip away, too, so I understand the sense of frustration you're feeling.
Linds has some good advice. Play some songs you used to play together in his memory.
Your friend, his family, and you are in my prayers.
Shevie
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