Hi, Mrs. Payfer.
Everybody has already said it so well, there's not much I can add.
You did have a third choice: neither drink nor smoke, just deal with the situation. I know that's easy for me to say, all safe and warm over here, but it is true.
That said, I'm glad you're back, glad you stayed sober, glad you learned a lesson. You aren't a loser. A loser wouldn't have come back, 'fessed up, and started over. That takes character and guts. For that you should be very proud of yourself. I know we are. :)
Stay as close as you can tomorrow. Let us know how you're doing and how we can help.
Shevie
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 5/23/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 252
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 5,040
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $957.6
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 46 [B]Hrs:[/B] 23 [B]Mins:[/B] 34 [B]Seconds:[/B] 19