Hi everyone, I just joined yesterday, and as of today I HAD 29 days. I chose to lose my quit for various reasons, mostly due to depression.
Without turning this into a long sob story or anything like that, I will still be quitting smoking, just not for today. I am unable to make any pledges that I will not smoke.
I know I had 29 days behind me,,, but that is where it will sit for right now.... behind me. I still plan to quit, I am just unable to do so right now for many reasons.
For now I have reset my quit date in July,, maybe when I am on holidays I will be more prepared for this and have more knowledge and quit skills with me. I will be preparing daily for this event as it is a big milestone in my life and I still want to quit.
For the couple of people here that I have come to know and love, you already know what the story is behind this and I thank you very much from the bottom of my heart for helping me make it to 29 days. The longest I have ever quit in 24 years of smoking. I never would have done it without you!! My wonderful friends.
To those who don't know me, just a brief sentence or two for now.. I suffer from cronic depression and it is overpowering my life right now. I have to deal with the emotional demon before I can kick the nicodemon in the ash!
I will be "doing my homework" very seriously on both demons that I face, and one day I will succeed.
In the meantime, thank you all for the warm welcomes earlier..
.. and Feebs, you gotta show me how to do the font thing!!
Love you all and good night.
KTQ Tracy
