Hello my wonderful friends,
Today, has been one heck of a day. I went for the laser therapy at 1pm. I asked this doctor if people come back like I do. He said, yes that the people who smoke menthol are highly addicted and it takes longer. He gave me a mehthol vapor to breath in my nose and it's suppose to help with these horrible headaches. My husband drove me and waited outside. I'm under so much pressure. He starts work at 3 pm. I was treated and then this doctor stated that I shouldn't be needing anymore treatmets. That now it's 6 days and all nicotine should be out of my system. He also said that the company will be doing a new web-page and asked if I would give my testimony about the laser treatment. I told him I'd give him a call. Nervous cause hubby waiting and still have to get my medicines because I lost some when I was in the cab last Friday. (Posted about that what a nightmare!) Anyway, this doctor walks me outside and it was weird feeling, (very stange saying this but this is the truth) he was kinda approachig me like he was gonna kiss me. I pulled back and extended my hand out and shook his hand saying, Thank you,for your help." I didn't like that feeling at all!
Geeze, I'm on a walker what do you want from me. LOL :gasp: Even if I wan't on a waler or disabled I would never do such a thing. I respect my marriage and have worked very hard everyday to make this marrigae a happy and stable one. Anyway after that weird incident we went for the medicine and then Rich dropped me off at home. Rich (hubby) was upset because he said that I'm cutting things close and he can't be late for work. I take things to heart and feel so stressed out it doesn't feel like the laser treatment worked. I am not smoking but let me honestly tell you I want to so bad. Last night on a repeat of Oprah show they showed a woman who had a heart attack. While she was on the table the doctor pulled her lung over so people could see. She smoked for 40 years! Just like me. OMG, it was horrible. Black! I think someone up there is telling me something. I will not smoke. There is some arguements between hubby & me but it will be alright. My main goal now is to keep my quit and I will. This doctor at the laser place said he never saw anyone so determined like I am. Also, being