hello wildcat,
#1 - don't forget your meds! even if you have to leave them next to the toothbrush or coffeepot or wherever you are gonna see them shining like beacons. it's hard to deal at work, i know. does boss know you are bipolar? you have rights - they have to make "reasonable accomodations" - like walk away, get fresh air, what works for you to calm down. i know i was in sales and hated it - the more you did they more they expected! it was constant more more more. and all i wanted was less less less. also, the cook should get the best pieces and i hope your hubby/kids help you clean up!!!!! tonight - a hot bath,
peppermint tea, a good night's sleep. hang in there.