JayDee
I'm sorry to hear you have mosquitoes. There are very few here and it is a nice day. I'm getting nothing done because my BP is too high. Maybe later when I get it down. I have pills for this but in this case I think it is stress and although I have pills for that I am loath to take them unless I have to.
I had to laugh, how do you mistake a bleeding heart for a weed. Is Lemon grass invasive? I have one plant I'm thinking of doing without because it runs underground all over. It is pretty but it doesn't repel mosquitoes. Campanula I think it is called.
I have been pretty much alone since I was 15. Even through three relationships. I lived with some one for twelve years and it must have been for convenience because we did very little together. The petals are falling off some of my flowers and I like to stir them into the peat moss so it doesn't look so messy. Funny thing is that I do this for me. Karin wouldn't even notice. I imagine you would. I spend quite a bit of time in my flower beds which she doesn't notice. I wonder if people think they stay weed free on their own. I'm funny about using the string trimmer before the lawn mower too so it doesn't look so messy.
I don't know if Karin will stay. She needs people a lot more than I do. Staying at my place got her back to BC which is what she wanted but I will not be surprised if she moves again to get even closer to family. And that is okay with me. I could go back to living alone very easy. Two people sharing a house saves money though and a lot of people my age are doing it. I could not do this without CBT. It has mellowed me out a lot. But like I said, I think my BP is up from stress so something must be bothering me. It will pass.
Back when I lived in Saskatchewan on the north shore of Lake Athabasca in a tiny cabin people burnt the fungus that grows on Deciduous trees to kill mosquitoes. The mosquitoes could be very bad there. That was the most peaceful time of my life. Now is just a poor substitute. I have to smile when I think how nice it was. No anxiety and no panic attacks.
I can't go back though so I make the best of it.
I am looking forward to things slowing down so I can go sit in a boat out on some small lake and think about how it used to be.
Davit.