hi there. i was hoping to get some feedback about people's thoughts on medication. i've been having a bad month or so and am thinking maybe it's time to take something. i have a very strong resistance to medication but haven't been functioning too well so it might be time. i guess i wouldn't mind hearing if others are on it and how they think it helps. i was on paxil many many years ago and while it got me through the year, i felt very unlike myself and seemed like a ghost. i also did things that i don't think i would do now because i just didn't care about anything. for me, right now, i see medication as possibly making things more complicated, but that might be because i'm so stubborn. i just wonder if this isn't an opportunity for me to address my problems with anxiety once and for all, and that if i took some pills i would just be covering over the problems and have to deal with them later on down the road. thanks for any insights!