Thank you both!
I'll reply to you both separately so I don't get confused ;)
Shari, it's okay I keep forgetting which threads I've posted in and I come back later and so many people have replied I lose track! A dragon sounds much more scary than a green monster haha :) Yeah my psychologist taught me that, she noticed that when my anxiety was extremely bad, my eyes would glaze over and I'd go 'into my head' and then as I started to get better this would happen less often and my eyes were bright again so she knew it was me talking and not my monster. That's okay, I'm glad you figured out what you needed to :) Haha I'm sure people think that about me!
I get that a lot too, I really don't like explaining agoraphobia. People can sort of understand the panic, but most don't get the agoraphobia.
Sunny that sounds terrible, to lose two brothers at once. I know how you feel though, with the moving. At one stage we had 4 different houses in three years. They were all in Toowoomba and I didn't have to change schools or anything. But I was always afraid to get settled. Home is meant to be solid ground, but moving so often makes you realise that nothing is permanent, and that's hard to accept.
Wow, after that sad moment, I'm going to have to do something fun too!
Kaitie.