Hello Jeremy,
Trust in the anonymity of this site and the good graces of the counsellors and especially the other depressives in here. I don't know how old you are but , if you have the bucks, go see a therapist and don't be afraid to dump. The pot fills up and up and up and then it spills and others have to suffer the toxic waste spilling and splashing over them from your(mine also)pot-cauldron-deepblack abyss. We have to find a way at least to lower the level of waste in the bowl - this site is good for a start. Better if you have a wise therapist to listen, hear, and not judge. Wish I had one. Last psychiatrist I had (10 yrs ago) became my lover and it set me back 20 yrs in the end. She's only now fading into the holocaust of my memory as just another gigantic Gordian Knot I couldn't untie. Who has the wit to use a knife on the Knot when both mental hands are tied to his/her sides?? I don't really know whether "I" own it or "it" owns me...
Talk to us
Patrick
