Hi Davit,
I guess I'm so numb, in some way, that I don't even notice slights of this kind, unless they're blatant, until later. I don't fly into a rage at the time, since I'm a introvert. There's this strange delayed reaction. What I wish is that I would notice sooner. I'm getting better at trying to be spontaneous. When I say good morning, it might be afternoon, or vice versa, but I'm doing my best. Unfortunately, as I peel this onion, there's isn't much left after the corporate world, or I should "I", let the corporate world burn me out, and with caregiving beyond my capacity and without help. The way this stuff crept up on me, is like the physical sensations, or lack of feeling too.
In Tai Chi, I found this with pain. With physical sensation, I'm just becoming aware, but that might be since arthritis takes time to creep on. But then I notice that I can barely bend down, or I find ways to around things, and it seems normal, but it's not.
What I'm glad about it that I feel I was active as I could be, otherwise I'd be a miserable person.