hi bambi! well its all been learning really, i have learnt loads about why am feeling this way and why my body is reacting this way! i have tried and thought of so many theroies to understand why i have these thoughts and i then i just realised its my body just reacting to stupid thoughts and that am making myself have these thoughts and that actually i was in control of my panic attacks and in a way they were abit of comfort! Since then i have basicly tryed my best not to think of negative thoughts and when one pops up i just try think of postive things and look at the big wide world around me! i have got back incontact with all my old friends and just realised i cant live like this with panic all time! Davit theroy which he posted on the forum anxiety addiction really really helped me! also i have been trying to do a bit of operant condtioning so when i have an attack i get everyone arund me who i used to run for comfort, to say no stop doing this to yourself u cant live this way and its hellping tons! i have tryed not allow myself too much free time either so i dont have time to sit around dwelling! so far i havent had a panic attack in 2 weeks i have periods of anxiety but i try block these out or try read or watch something funny! hope this helps xx