I am here seeking support that I have been unable to get via the chat or phone call.
I do think I have been clinically depressed for years and just going through the motions of life like nothing was wrong. Recently something has happened that has pushed me on my knees trying to figure out if life is even worth living. I've called into this help center and was told I would get a call back and never did. I went back into the chat and asked for help again and was told I need to call back. Is this website any help at all? I am in crisis. Al I wanted was to speak to someone locally here in The Bahamas. This website is absolutely no help. I am so disappointed
12 days ago I lost my partner of 6 years to gun violence. I had just seen him 2 hours prior to his death and I feel as if I have nothing left. I dont feel the need to go on but is it weird I cant find the guts to take my life. After years of feeling abandoned, used and unloved I felt as if I had found someone I would grow old with. He was taken from me very violently and I cant come to terms of life without him. I dont know how to go on without him here. I feel guilty that I'm still here and he's not. I am naturally very petite and within a little under 2 weeks of no sleep and barely eating I have lost 5lbs and counting.
What do I do?
What do I do ?
WHAT DO I DO?!
