I tried talking to other community before and it made me felt more rejected than before. Or I am not sure if these are the right place to be.
Either way, I am at a point where I am feeling bad about feeling bad most of the time. Each time things get neutral (not even positive), it drags right back down again. It's frustrating and tiring.
So here I am trying to talk to another community because I don't know where else to go.
