Hi fadedfate, this is my 1st time posting here and just wanted to say, I know what you mean about feeling more rejected (when you joined previous community), especially when I’m sure it was difficult reaching out (joining community to get help/support).
Ive got 2 urgent matters to deal with in my life right now, literally have to face the consequences (of not doing, or not doing it well enough) within the next couple days to a few weeks. I’ve been procrastinating (really to avoid awful feelings, thoughts) and I know I need help (emotional support, or tips to get going, keep at it, or maybe someone to just spill my guts to because I feel a lot of shame, anxiety, etc) and if I could afford consistent counseling, I know that would help. But I can’t, so that’s why I’m here.
Anyways, I’m going to try not to use this forum as another way to procrastinate, avoid feeling certain things. But just wanted to say hi and let you know you’re not alone. Take care and I hope you’ve had better days since you last posted.
