Thank you all for the replies. Red, I actually had a US/Scan on my legs last year because of this fear. At that time, all was clear. I am having a dispute with my doctor abouta bill right now and they won't see me. I have been to Walgreens clinics and urgent care for my allergic reaction. I even went to urgent care in November because of leg pain and diagnosed as nerve inflammation in my back. The problem now is not generalized leg pain but localized. I know that there is not medical advice I can get from this site so, I digress.
My biggest issue is I can't tell the real from the imagined. I don't want to over use the doctor's office because if the time comes where I have a serious concern, it may not be taken that way.
I am a logical, analytical, professional. I am in my 4th year of dignosed anxiety and panic disorder. It pains me to even say that it all makes me feel like I am losing touch and going crazy. So far I can push through and not let it affect my work much. It has affected my home life. I have 2 small children and they know too often that mommy is "sick". I don't want it to be that way.
I have taken paxil daily and hated it. I take xanax now as needed. Typically 10 pills last me at least 6 months. Right now I could probably take them 3 times a day. I don't because I have to conserve. No refills.
My husband doesn't understand and thinks that I am completely out of it. I ask him to research these disorders but he doesn't. He doesn't like me spending money at the doctor for them to tell me its anxiety and nothing else. Its so frustrating.
I will continue on with this site for a while. As I am sure you understand, I don't feel as though it will help but do believe knowledge is power.
Thank you again for listening.