Hi there,
I've been going through an interesting time. Not ready to talk about it, so let's just say it's been interesting. But I've been handling it very well. Saw my dr today and he was surprised at the med cocktail I am on now, but since I have been relatively mood stable, he gave me new scripts for everything.
One thing I think I can say. I am now more aware of some of my own values. Yes, I want to take pride in what I do. Yes, I like to be given "chewy" challenging work assignments and being successful at them is a real high. But the successes I have with my staff, with my family mean far more to me. My value system places a high index on loyalty, encouragement, support, empathy, and making sure that other people can be successful in their jobs and lives. Interesting realization for me.
Re: seeing something sad in public...I remember a couple of years ago I was walking along the street, having come from a relatively fancy restaurant and was heading to a classical concert. There was a homeless man sitting on the street with his hat out for money. He looked up at me, and said 'Smile pretty lady, life's not that bad!" Wow. I was going through a depressed time, but for someone in his circumstances to say that to me... gave me pause.
Suzy
