Hi community,
My name is Ray. I am 25 yrs old and been smoking for 6 years.
My dad was a smoker, as a child, I detested smoking and wished my dad would quit.
Joke's on me, I turned out to be a big smoker myself years later!
It started out with a smoker friend, and I got introduced to more smoker friends.
People who smoke would probably tell you it is not the kick that keep them hooked, but the social aspect of it.
Smoking is a good way to bond with strangers. A couple smokes together and we are best friends.
Every smoker has a 'trigger', mine is during waiting, drinking, time alone, having a bad day and having a good time.
Well, basically, have part of my daily routine has a trigger. So, guess what, I smoke all the time!
To quit smoking also means giving up a large part of my life and bonding with friends.
Yet, I wish to quit smoking because it is affecting my health, and goodness, the smell.
For a long time, I told myself I can quit when I want and whenever I am ready.
So, I did quit. Clean for 2 weeks, and one day I hop onto my car ready for work and almost late for a meeting.
5 minutes out of my house driving, cold turkey kicks in, and I turned my car around to the same gas station where I always get my dope and bought 2 packs of Camels.
I arrived at the meeting smelling like an ashtray.
That day, I realized, I have a physical addiction.
Just hoping that if anyone reading this and connects with my story and would like to quit smoking can join me.
We will be one of those alcoholic anonymous buddies that support one another and share our progress with.
Write to me, if you looking for someone to support you through the process.
Best regards,
Ray