Sparky,
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maybe I am just one of those that can't make it.
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Oh how I recognize that person! That was me!!! I have quit, slipped, restarted my meter and then slipped again that my quit meter must have been horribly dizzy for the first 4 months I was on this site (I originally joined in June of last year, and recently rejoined.) I thought that I couldn't quit either... that there were just certain people that weren't strong enough, didn't have the right determination, attitude or commitment and would never be able to have those things and just could not quit! I remember thinking that some people can quit, but I would never be one of them no matter how hard I tried, so I should just give up on trying and go back to a life of smoking because I was wasting my time and torturing myself. I even tried to convince this site that I should go back to smoking for a month until I could quit on the 11 year anniversary of the day I started smoking (I actually convinced some too).
But in the end, I decided that I really did want to quit more than I wanted to smoke... even though I wasn't always commited to this desire. The commitment I had to work on, but the desire was there. And I realized later that that was all I needed... the rest I could work on as I went along. It's obvious that you have a desire to quit... if you didn't, you wouldn't have been able to quit for 2 weeks and you wouldn't be quitting again! So don't try to convince me that you don't want to quit because I know better! :) (And if you're wondering how I knew you were thinking that, I'm a junkie too, remember?!?!)
The fact is that you CAN quit! You CAN be a successful ex-smoker, just like I am! Will it be easy? No. Will there be times when you're tempted to smoke? You bet! But will it be the best thing you have ever done for yourself and the one thing in your life you will be most proud of? Absolutely, without a doubt, undeniably YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Join me as a comfortable ex-smoker. It does get better - that I promise you! But you have to put in the time and effort. Don't wait 15 days! There's no better time to quit than right now! You can do it! We're here to help you!
Crave the Quit!
Pam
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[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/28/2005
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