Hugs,
First I want to apologize if I offend you. I have been patiently waiting here to see who you are. I don't mean personally, but thoughts, likes, attitude. You are a chameleon changing.
You say you have never felt like you fit in. Is it because you don't know who you are? You are too many people? You try too hard? (I don't mean multiple personalities)
You could start by telling us how your day is going, what you are doing. How it effects you. And you need a personal opinion. Some thing that makes you real. If you look at the others here you will see they do it. (do you have a core belief that won't let you do this?)
You can be a very private person and still give the world a sense that you exist. Existing is the first step to being part of any thing or group.
Who is hugs? What are Hugs4U's likes and dislikes, what causes joy, what causes stress?How do we get to know this person?
I think I know some of your core beliefs and blocks, but I'd like you to say them so I don't get the wrong Idea. Because right now I'm guessing who you are and that is not a good thing to do. You can say anything you want here because it is the internet and can't come back to bite you. First step to fitting in with a live group is fitting in with a virtual one, then the live one will just come natural. One thing though, some groups are cliquey and hard to get into. Some aren't worth the trouble if they really are not you.
I'm having a good day, and hope you are too.
Davit.