Hi All --
I think I've posted a lot today -- my first day really checking out the forums :)
My daughter is resting peacefully upstairs, so I've been having little moments where I can escape here -- which has already been providing me with some relief, just by reading your thoughtful stories.
I'm a 25-year-old stay at home mom. I moved across the country almost exactly a year ago, with my new husband. Our little girl is 2 and 4 months.
I've had panic disorder for only a month and a half. It all started when I was home alone with my daughter, and we were both sick with the swine flu. I thought my panic attack was a heart attack.
The panic doesn't define me -- although in my recent days it has been very tough not to let it.
Normally, I'm a very loving, caring, gentle person. I adore my family -- really, they are all wonderful (sometimes crazy) people. They don't live near, so I skype often :)
My daughter looks just like her father. It's wild.
I adore ADORE anything to do with the outdoors. Hiking, Camping, Skiing, Snowboarding, Walking, Playing...Being. Although, I don't live near any for now.
I have a strong faith in God, especially more recently. In fact, if any of you do also, I'd love to chat. If not, we can just share our life stories :)
Talk soon...
MC
