HI. That's exactly my problem is that I jump to conclusions. I am having so much trouble right now because I tend to dwell on scenarios that have not even happened. For me right now, it's my eyes and the fact that they may become bothersome at certain places & while I'm with people, even though my eyes are doing better. About the time I feel I'm doing good, a "scenario" will pop into my head and I get that sick feeling about it. I have this constant sick feeling right now that has been with me for over a week. I'm so aggravated about it! I cannot see the positive at all but only heartache & aggravation. I just keep thinking to myself "why me", "how did this just happen out of the blue", "is it going to be like this forever", etc etc etc. My husband has always said I make mountains out of mole hills, and I DO. Health issues have ALWAYS got to me but I've always talked my way out of my bad thinking. With my eyes, it's different. Reading message boards about dry eyes and the horrible stories does not help one bit. It depresses me even more. I just am hesitant about going to the doctor just yet. My doctor, who I've only seen once for back problems, is about 13 years younger than me and I feel silly talking to her about my mental instability. I assume she would recommend a therapist which in turn bothers me. I don't go to the doctor very much and the only type of drugs I've ever taken are excedrin and ibuprofen. This whole mental worry and dwelling is REALLY getting to me as you can tell. I've went on and on and on. Sorry about that. Like I said in a previous post, I do 'start' next week and am going to see if I feel better once I get past this 'week before' time. Thanks for listening to my rambling. Take care all!