Wow, i had to respond to this ! Do you all realise how strong and fantastic you are !! When I used to have panic attacks they could last anything up to an hour, and I'd be wrapped up in a ball freaking out, or on the bed freaking out, there is absolutely no way I could have done any washing up, or taken myself home from work ! You are all amazing, and I'm not sure you even realise it !! Read back over the posts, and you can see such strength, its inspiring !