So for about a year now I have been trying to get drinking to stop being a daily thing. I graduated college last May and got an awsome part time job and for a little while not drinking was easy, I had an amazing work out routine as well as guitar practice routine and everything seemed like it was getting better. The previous semester at college, though I got good grades, I was drunk most of the time so I was glad I had made the change. However due to my workout routine, all the guitar playing and my job ( which mainly consisted of moving tables and chairs) I developed tendonitis in my elbows and biceps. So I lost my job, and cant work out or play guitar, which are my favorite things to do/ keep me happy and healthy. So for the past month drinking has come back with a vengence, and it brought a new friend with it, binge eating. So 3-5 times a week I get drunk and eat all the food in my house, I dont know what else to do with myself and it feels so out of control this time. I even get drunk when I dont want to drink or am happy anyways which is weird. So I dont know why it never occurred to me to look for online support, but this morning I decided (for like the 10000th time) that I really had to make a change, but I think an online thing like this feels like a step in the right direction. I have told friends about my drinking before but that doesnt seem to stop me, maybe this will. Anyways just wanted to explain why I am here, thanks!