"The withdrawals can be pretty bad" Yes sometimes they can be. Nicotine is a very nasty addicting drug. "Have thoughts about just having one and that it will just be one which is probably not going to be the case". You are right on this. There is no such thing as "just one". Many people have fallen in that trap and ruined their quit journey. Then you have to do it all over again, and as you know, it's not fun. "i have to make this the time to quit". If you quit on November 1, you have a great quit going. You ended the year as a quitter and started this new year as a quitter. Hang in there, it WILL get easier in time. 
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Days: 769 Hours: 11
Minutes: 56 Seconds: 43
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