Hey, Jojo! Congrats on 70 days! That's huge!
You're consumed by thoughts of smoking, huh? Well, all I can tell you is what my experience has been, and what I attribute it to.
I smoked for 35 years, I've been smoke free for just over two months... and there have been some bad days in that two months... but I'm not consumed by thoughts of smoking. There are days when it almost feels like that... but they pass, and I recognise that I go stretches without thinking about smoking at all.
When I'm at work, I seldom think about smoking. When I'm at home, I think about smoking more often, but it's not usually overwhelming. The craves come, I become aware of my desire for a smoke, I reject that as an option... and the craving goes... usually for hours or longer.
I know that I want 'something'. Food, a drive, maybe do some garage sailing... watch a show on TV... something. And I attribute that to my mind trying to seek a balance once cigarettes were pulled from my daily experience.
And part of it is this; I insist on having a life. I try to live as though I don't want a cigarette. I try to live my life as though I never smoked... as though I never even started smoking.
I figure that's how to become a non-smoker. Live and think like one. :)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/6/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 65
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,634
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $601.25
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 10 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 41 [B]Seconds:[/B] 33