yes... it was the worst experience of my life. I was certain I would harm my children and asked social services to take them away to protect them. fortunately, I was sent to a wonderful, caring pediatrician who helped me work through the chaos and uncertainty of the time... he would call and check on me throughout the day... such a wonderful caring man!!! He saved my life and that of my children for sure. Help is certainly needed to get through the craziness.
