Introducing...Me!!
Day 18 and it's still going well...stress factors are being eliminated...only one day left on my Chantix starter pack, and no money to refill it. I feel though that the Chantix has served its purpose for me, and helped me get past the worst part which was the nicotine withdrawals...now it's just up to me to control the physical part, which i have successfully done for 2 weeks now...
cutting out the chantix is as much my decision as it was a financial decision...Although it has done its job wonderfully, some of the side effects have been a little too much to handle...I never got the vivid dreams i so looked forward to...no did i get depression, however what it does do to me is causes me to have an almost constant sense of insecurity, for lack of a better explanation. I have a feeling as if I'm sitting outside the principal's office..I don't know what's about to happen, but I know it's not gonna be a good thing...that feeling...
Those feelings extend to my relationship as well...suddenly I had this unending fear that my girlfriend was cheating...it even went as far as spying on her, however, I had absolutely no evidence to even substantiate a fear to begin with, it just started one day sitting at the house like normal...this has since led to a breakup, and hopefully now a reunion, since we have both discussed things at length...she noticed that the issues didn't start until a few days after I started on the chantix...
All in all...Chantix is great. Would I recommend it to someone else to help them quit? Most definitely....However, just make sure that you have an understanding significant other, just in case the mental side effects do take place....
