Quit smoking-take two
Hi everyone,
First, I want to say ``Thank you`` to todash, Jim, leelaknight. and memie for all the support and encouragement. It feels great to know there are people out there supporting me, and who have gone through this, and succeeded!!! I will definetly stick close, the love and support from this group is unbelievable!!!
Todash-You are absolutely right, the cigarette just added to my irritation, because I was upset with myself for not being strong enough, and falling back on my old crutch. But I tell myself that I will learn from my past mistakes, and use those lessons to succeed this time.
And Lainey, you`re right, there is nothing wrong with feeling emotions...it`s just that I am a fairly positive person, always smiling, and I felt during those three months not smoking that I was drowning in a sea of negativity-I couldn`t even force a smile. Which is something I had a hard time with, I felt I was becoming a different person, and it scared me. It;s ironic because I was happy to not be smoking-in truth I get no pleasure from cigarettes, of course there are those that are better than others (like after a big meal), but really I felt smoking was gross, it stinks,and I`ve seen first hand the damage it does on the body and on the wallet!
My Mileage:My Quit Date: 4/8/2010
Smoke-Free Days: 1
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 15
Amount Saved: $5.70
Life Gained:Days: 0
Hrs: 3
Mins: 10
Seconds: 28