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15 years ago 0 80 logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo 0
Sad and Very Ashamed

And Ms. Sparkle-Plenty, you are where?
What's happening, thou shiny one?
 
peteg

My Milage:

My Quit Date: 2/10/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 53
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 2,650
Amount Saved: $596.25
Life Gained:
Days: 9 Hrs: 19 Mins: 41 Seconds: 32

15 years ago 0 80 logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo 0
This Time of Year

Hey, Everybody ---
 
Maybe more than Christmas and New Year (winter solstice for others?), this time of year is a killer for me.  Jews and Christians observe Passover and Holy Week/Easter during the same week this year, the weather in our hemisphere is FINALLY becoming a little more hospitable, and summer (my time of year!) is in the air.  I LOVE this time of year, but interestingly, every blown quit of mine has happened in April or May.  What's up with that?  In the midst of new life, I continue to harbor a preference for death?
 
I'm not so nervous about facing the end of Lent, Holy Week, Easter, and my birthday (which almost always comes with Easter), but I'm aware of a certain -- well, uncertainty about the future.  I don't quite get why beautiful weather, holidays of religious significance, and other occasions would make me want to smoke again.  It's kinda dumb, really, but there it is.  I continue to be my own greatest mystery -- but I guess it's what keeps me young, huh???  (Yikes.  It better.  Looking at the down-hill side of 60 in less than 2 weeks. Smoking (or something more dramatic) was supposed to kill me before I hit 30!)
 
peteg

My Milage:

My Quit Date: 2/10/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 53
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 2,650
Amount Saved: $596.25
Life Gained:
Days: 9 Hrs: 19 Mins: 44 Seconds: 29

15 years ago 0 80 logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo 0
now I am beginning to understand addiction

Sweeper, Phone Home.
What's going on??
 
peteg

My Milage:

My Quit Date: 2/10/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 53
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 2,650
Amount Saved: $596.25
Life Gained:
Days: 9 Hrs: 19 Mins: 45 Seconds: 11

15 years ago 0 80 logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo 0
A new week begins

You're doin' great, darlin' --- Hang in with us for yet one more spin around that block, huh??
SO glad we're back together!!!
 
peteg

My Milage:

My Quit Date: 2/10/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 53
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 2,650
Amount Saved: $596.25
Life Gained:
Days: 9 Hrs: 19 Mins: 45 Seconds: 33

15 years ago 0 80 logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo 0
WEEKEND PROMISE... been a while!

Whoops, also a day late and a dollar short, but I too pledge not to smoke for what's left of this weekend.
(Um, not that smoked before it started... I just got here late, story of my life...)
 
peteg

My Milage:

My Quit Date: 2/10/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 53
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 2,650
Amount Saved: $596.25
Life Gained:
Days: 9 Hrs: 19 Mins: 46 Seconds: 11

15 years ago 0 80 logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo 0
costly poisoning

I live in the Northern Virginia/Washington DC metro area, and I heard that DC was giving away NRT when the new tax went into effect, but I don't have any details on that.  I did see at the checkout line in my local grocery store, Marlboros were $6.99/pack BEFORE taxes, which would put them over $10/pack in VIRGINIA, the home of Phillip Morris!!
I am beyond mortified at what I was paying before -- if I were smoking now, I can't imagine how I'd begin to justify the cost!  In many ways, I gotta thank our legislators for making sure I never go back to smoking!!
 
peteg

My Milage:

My Quit Date: 2/10/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 53
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 2,650
Amount Saved: $596.25
Life Gained:
Days: 9 Hrs: 19 Mins: 47 Seconds: 54

15 years ago 0 80 logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo 0
The smoke is clearing..... I'm back.

KL, you are where??
What's going on??  You okay??
 
peteg

My Milage:

My Quit Date: 2/10/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 53
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 2,650
Amount Saved: $596.25
Life Gained:
Days: 9 Hrs: 19 Mins: 48 Seconds: 29

15 years ago 0 80 logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo 0
STUPID OLD SMOKING ADS, TOYS AND MORE INSANE THINGS... (2)

Un-friggin-believable that those of us "of a certain age" bought this crap -- hook, line, and sinker!
Me, I am so NOT blaming the advertisers as much as I am standing in absolute awe of our naivete and willingness to believe whatever we want to believe!!  And this thread didn't hit them all:  "I'd rather fight than switch?"  "Show us your Tarrytons?"  "LSMFT?"  No wonder young people think we're idiots.
 
Remember the "sample packs" you could get from the guy on the street corner or at the shopping center (pre-mall)?
Remember that the White House had special cigarattes for all of its guests?  My parents actually had some real White House cigarettes, and I grew up in Southern California!!  (Last admin was JFK, I think; I think Rosalyn Carter was the one who banned smoking in the White House, but it could have been as recent as Hillary Clinton.)
 
Some things really need to be gone.
 
peteg
 
 

My Milage:

My Quit Date: 2/10/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 53
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 2,650
Amount Saved: $596.25
Life Gained:
Days: 9 Hrs: 19 Mins: 52 Seconds: 32

15 years ago 0 80 logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo 0
gosh dangit i broke

Hey Stranger --- Don't be a stranger!  (Ha Ha)
 
My experience with "weaning" is that it really prolongs the agony; it kept in a constant state of crave.
The alternative was to put the things down, use whatever help I needed; e,g, patch, pills, whatever, and know that the first 3 days are only 72 hours.  After that, it really gets easier every day.
 
You can do this!
 
peteg

My Milage:

My Quit Date: 2/10/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 56
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 2,800
Amount Saved: $630.00
Life Gained:
Days: 10 Hrs: 6 Mins: 44 Seconds: 52

15 years ago 0 80 logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo 0
Quit today - pregnant and ashaned of muself - please help

I forgot all about the baby going through withdrawal.
Fortunately, when I was born, that wasn't an issue, as smoking was allowed everywhere, even in the nursery.
First thing I reached out for was a Lucky Strike.  They brought me a baby ash tray shaped like a ducky; it was so cute!
Then as I got older, whenever I finished a whole bottle, I got my Lucky Strike and ducky ash tray.
It finally got to the point where I couldn't eat my strained peas except for the promise of a nice smoke at the end of the meal.
Ah, the good old days....

My Milage:

My Quit Date: 2/10/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 56
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 2,800
Amount Saved: $630.00
Life Gained:
Days: 10 Hrs: 6 Mins: 45 Seconds: 52