Here I am. I just stopped in to remind myself that I can get through anything. I actually found a lot of people are still here paying it forward, or back for having achieved their own quit. I even went back in the archives and read old time post from those first days. I was so scared that I would not make it. But!!!! Here I am and still not smoking. NOPE and the bracelet is still shinning. Thanks to those who put up with all the middle of the night chatting and the parties and the just plain fantasy world that helped to survive those first few months. It does and did get easier. I don't have cravings any more. Every once in a while I get a whiff of someone else's cig and flashback to the useless hours that I spent wasting my life. Thanks to this site, and all the many friends I made here, I am done. And breathing free.