Hi there 3galeh! You are not mourning alone. The tears have crept down the corner of my eyes reading your post and are doing so now. Man.... I have got to quit reading posts here at work!!!
I, too, have lost family members to lung cancer. It is just a TERRIBLE way to have to leave life!!!
I have a huge inspiration for quitting; I DO NOT WANT LUNG CANCER!!!
I don't want to face that fate, that agony, that pain, that suffering!
I don't want my family to have to face that either!!!
This is what I think about when I have an urge or craving.
For those of you who have that craving bad enough that you are just about ready to run down to the convenience store and buy that next pack of killers, just think about what I have said!!!
I think about it every day! There is no option for me, I have to be a non-smoker or I WILL die a very nasty death! NOT ONE PUFF EVER!!!
OK, thanks for listening to my babble! Time to get back to work!!!
Jim
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]3/5/2008
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 21
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 525
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $86.63
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 3 [B]Hrs:[/B] 12 [B]Mins:[/B] 8 [B]Seconds:[/B] 15
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Quit Meter
$44,212.50
Amount Saved
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Days: 1058
Hours: 1
Minutes: 53
Seconds: 11
Life Gained
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5895
Smoke Free Days
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176,850
Cigarettes Not Smoked
