I had been doing really well for months now with only an occasional depressed day, but a couple of weeks ago we moved into a camper and even though I like it my depression seems to be back full force. When we moved most of my routines didn't fit life anymore. for instance we don't have a dishwasher so loading and unloading real quick to keep up on the dishes doesn't really apply any more. Plus we still have a few boxes around and for some reason when the house is messy or cluttered my brain feels in a fog and I am so depressed, irrational, and irritable. I haven't been able to go to my counseling since my therapist was having family illness issues and I feel so alone. With no drivers license I am stuck at home all day with my toddler and yet I can't seem to get any house work done. I just sit almost all day long. When I'm happy I'm REALLY happy but when I'm depressed or angry that is extreme too.
I really need some advice. I'm feeling so lonely today and like a failure because my depression has come back with such a vengeance and I can't seem to help it.