hi, logged on because I was having a bad panic attack (bawling my eyes out because of the terror and calling everyone I know to try get someone up to me) Im 20 now and Ive had panic attacks since I was 16, was prescribed tablets but came off them cuz I thought I could go it alone which I was doing fine until I had to move back home again, everytime Im here they come back severely again whereas when Im away I can deal with them and they are mild. I think maybe it might be my mind associating my home town with panic attacks but Im so annoyed again, I feel like this is always going to have to be a part of me and even though I know loads of people that get them I feel like a freak around people when Im having them because know it must be really hard to understand, I just wish I could get rid of them, until 2 mins ago I was curled up in a ball crying my eyes out, I feellike a freak and a mad women?!! And why does it get why harder todeal with everytime Im home too?!?!? :(:(
