I went out to a course yesterday, and was so wound up, that I couldn't sleep well. The next day, I was rude with mom's pharmacy, and haven't returned mom's doc's secretary's calls. They're both just trying to help, but I'm so grumpy.
I did take mom to another med appointment, but didn't change an old top, and it was religious week for that different doc, so I felt extra guilty looking unkempt. At least I was "feeling" okay, since I didn't pay attention to my top, until another patient noticed it being old.
I need some rest tonight
And I'm also annoyed that another course might not run...too much to do, and not enough emotional resources
I feel awful, and wish I was useful to society again, but sometimes I wonder